My sun "sunny" shine shinee

Sunny...

Yesterday my life was filled with rain..

Sunny...

You smiled at me and really eased the pain..

pagi ini lagu itu yang akhirnya menyadarkan mel akan satu hal. Mel tidak pernah menyangka dan tidak pernah terpikir bahwa mel benar-benar sudah jauh berubah. Semua yang ada di diri mel sudah sangat jauh berbeda,, sampai seseorang,, mel ga tau alasan sebenarnya dia tiba-tiba ngomongin itu langsung ke mel tepat seminggu yang lalu. Tapi yang pasti selama seminggu ini kata-kata itu benar-benar mel pikirkan.

makasih kha mbem sayang yang ga pernah capek ingatin mel, ga pernah bosan nguatin mel. mel memang keras kepala, tapi bukan berarti mel sama sekali ga mau ngedenger siapapun. hanya saja butuh banyak waktu bagi mel untuk mengerti. makasih ya. TT

Mel masih tidak sadar, tapi beberapa hari terakhir mel berusaha menjadi seperti yang dia katakan, yang katanya memang seperti itulah mel sebenarnya. dan masih dalam keadaan belum menyadarinya, mel benar-benar ngerasa nyaman semalam.

bang hakim, makasih ya uda nyuruh ke kampus. Haha. Kalo gak ke kampus mel gak akan punya waktu untuk benar-benar mikirin ini. (gimana gak punya waktu, habisnya selama di kampus ditinggal terus. Hwkwk. ;p)

seperti bertemu seseorang yang sudah pergi terlalu lama, mel benar-benar merasa..hahh..mel rindu diri mel sendiri. T.T hanya karena dia, hanya demi dia, mel udah jadi seseorang yang bukan mel lagi. Merasa benar-benar bodoh.

The dark days are gone...

And the bright days are here...

My sunny one shines so sincere...

Makasih ya lagi-lagi udah bantuin mel. Makasih karena selalu ada di masa tersulit mel,,dari dulu mel dilarang pacaran sama yopie,, sampai yang terakhir mel ngerasa terhina karena yogi,, u selalu bantu mel melewati semuanya.

Makasih juga buat doni, makasih udah mainin gitar dan piano waktu mel nangis waktu itu. Hha. Mungkin doni udah lupa dan mungkin doni cuma iseng aja waktu itu. Tapi yang pasti itu bikin mel tenang. Makanya mel minta direkamin, tapi orangnya ga mau. Patah hati deh jadinya. TT

Sunny...

Thank you for the truth you make me see...

Sunny...

Thank you for the facts from a to c...

Semua ini mel buat untuk dia...
Teman sekolah, teman ribut, teman curhat...
Teman yang paling menyebalkan, teman yang paling mengesalkan,,,
Teman yang paling mel rindukan kepulangannya, teman yang diam-diam mel,,ehem,,suka dulu waktu sekolah..
Hahaha..
DIARYku..


My Sun Sunny Shine Shinee. :D

jadi ingat note mel tentang matahari, bulan n bintang. haha.

makasih untuk semua waktunya selama 6 tahun ini..

tetaplah disitu.. mel membutuhkanmu..

Makasih udah ngasi tau lagu ini. hehe. Cepatlah pulang,, mel mau bikin sesuatu untukmu,, jangan dihilangin lagi!!! ;)

makasih untuk adik kecil yang menghibur noona 1bulan terakhir. jeongmal gomawoyo. titip salam buat neoui hyung,, onew. bilang.. nan jeongmal yeongwonhi saranghaeyo. hahahhaha.

Makasi juga buat tmen-tmen mel yang lainnya. Ini semua karena doa kalian juga. Hm. Jadi ingat kata husin,, udah berhasil ngelewatin masa paling sulit sekarang, nanti bakalan datang masalah yang lebih gede lagi, tapi yang pasti allah ga pernah ngasi cobaan yang melampaui kemampuan kita. Soo.....mel masih, akan, dan selalu membutuhkan kalian semua..

[ aa~ mel juga mau minta maaf sama semuanya, mel selalu merepotkan kalian selama ini. emmm. kl mel ada salah di bilang aja langsung, di marahi juga gpp. asal jangan kasar aj marahnya. hhi. (endingnya ga asik bgt. -,-) ]

hhi~
Hwaithing!!!!
aa~ pengen di peluk jadinya. *lari ngejer mbem* hhi. APADEH~~ ^^

Sunny SNSD - Sunny

Sunny, yesterday my life was filled with rain.
Sunny, you smiled at me and really eased the pain.
The dark days are gone, and the bright days are here,
My sunny one shines so sincere.
Sunny one so true, I love you.

Sunny, thank you for the sunshine bouquet.
Sunny, thank you for the love you brought my way.
You gave to me your all and all.
Now I feel ten feet tall.
Sunny one so true, I love you.

Sunny, thank you for the smile upon your face.
Sunny, thank you for the gleam that shows it’s grace.
You’re my spark of nature’s fire,
You’re my sweet complete desire.
Sunny one so true, I love you.

Sunny~ 

Sunny, yesterday my life was filled with rain.
Sunny, you smiled at me and really eased the pain.
The dark days are gone, and the bright days are here,
My sunny one shines so sincere.
Sunny one so true, I love you.

I love you.
I love you.
I love you.

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최종훈 - 소망 LYRICS + TRANSLATE

작은 소망이 있다면

내게 작은 소망이 있다면

사랑을 전해주며 사는일 그 하나요

작은 소망이 있다면

내게 작은 소망 있다면

어두운 세상속에도 한줄기 빛이 되길

그걸 내게 준 사랑보단 티끌처럼 작겠지만

단 하룰 산다해도 그분이 그길을 함께하길

작은 소망이 있다면

내게 작은 소망 있다면

세상에 꽃이되기보단 한방울 비가되길

때론 욕심이 내두눈을 모두 다 막겠지만

그분 내게 보여준 그 크신 사랑을 놓지않길

작은 소망이 있다면

내게 작은 소망 있다면

가슴에 새긴 그분의 사랑을 나눠주길

작은 소망이 있다면

내게 작은 소망 있다면

눈감는 그 순간까지 사랑을 잊지않길

jageun somangi ittdamyeon 
naege jageun somang ittdamyeon 
sarangeul jeonhaejumyeon sanun him keu hanayo

jageun somangi ittdamyeon

naege jageun somang ittdamyeon 
eodueun sesang soge ddo han julki bichi dwigil

keu bon naege jun 
sarangbodan tikkulcheoreom jakketjiman
dan harureul sandahaedo keubunui keugireul hamkkehagil

jageun somangi ittdamyeon

naege jageun somang ittdamyeon

sesange kkot dwikibodan han bangeul biga dwigil

ddaeron yokshimi
nae du nuneul modu da makketjiman
keu beun naege boyeo jun keu keushin sarangeul nohjiangil

jageun somangi ittdamyeon
naege jageun somang ittdamyeon
gasume saegin keubunui sarangeul nanoejugil 

jageun somangi ittdamyeon

naege jageun somang ittdamyeon
nun gamnun keu sungankkaji sarangeul jeonhaejugil

If there is little hopeIf there is little hope for me
Buying a share that said love do tell
 
If there is little hope
If you have a little hope for me
Tale book to be light falling through the dark world

That gave me a love than a job, but as the dust
He is only one rule you can live that way to be with you
 
If there is little hope
If you have a little hope for me
Flowers are the world than to be a drop of rain
Sometimes it would stop all the greed in my eyes, but
He showed his great love for me never want to let go 

 If there is little hope
If you have a little hope for me
Carved Chest me to share His love
If there is little hope
If you have a little hope for me
Until that moment Snow winds did not want to forget the love

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Super Junior - Marry You [Japanese Version]

Love Oh baby my girl

上手くは言えないけれど　届けたい真剣な想い　切なるこの誓い

でも勘が良くてとっくにバレてたりするかな　そう、すぐに君に届けたい

何回も言えない事さ　大事な言葉

聞いて欲しいことがあるんだ

そうさ　真面目な話さ

Would you marry me？

惊いた君が　とてもキレイさ

偶然の出会いが今

運命と呼べる気がした

Would you marry me？

愛しい人　抱き寄せて

一生离さない　I do　どんなときも　I do

世界に终りが来ても　I do

永遠の愛　My love

愛が少し足りなくて　寂しくてどうしようもなくて

心が震える夜には　ギュッと抱きしめて『愛してる』

星の光　街の灯り　朝が来るまで　Stay with me

きっと変わらない　そっと重ねたい　もっと愛したい

ずっと守りたい　一生离さない　It's so beautiful love

そっと目を閉じて欲しい

薄目を开けてないで

Would you marry me？

小さな箱　手渡すよ

ずっと守りたい　I do　君の事を　I do

世界一の宝物　I do

永遠の愛　My love

二人して　年を重ねて　泣いたり笑ったりしながら

少し不器用な　プロポーズだけれど　Would you marry me？

一生离さない　I do　どんなときも　I do

世界に终りが来ても　I do

永遠の愛　I do

ずっと守りたい　I do　君の事を　I do

世界一の宝物　I do

永遠の愛　My love

My love　世界一の君を　仆は一生守り続けてみせるさ

言葉じゃ足りない时には　ギュッと抱きしめて『愛してる』

朝も昼も夜もずっと　もう二度と离しはしないよ　覚悟して

结婚しよう　I do

Love Oh baby my girl

Umaku wa ienai keredo

todoketai shinken na omoi

Setsunaru kono chikai

Demo kan ga yokute tokku ni BAREtetari suru kana

Sou, sugu ni kimi ni todoketai

nan kai mo ienai koto sa

daiji na kotoba

Kiite hoshii koto ga arunda

Sou sa majime na hanashisa

Would you marry me?

Odoroita kimi ga

Totemo KIREI sa

Guuzen no deai ga ima

Unmei to yoberu ki ga shita

Would you marry me?

Itoshii hito dakiyosete

Isshou hanasanai, I do

Donna toki mo, I do

Sekai ni owari ga kitemo, I do

Eien no ai my love

Ai ga sukoshi tarinakute (Kitto kawaranai)

sabishikute dou shiyou mo nakute (Sotto kasanetai)

kokoro ga furueru yoru ni wa (Motto aimini cooperai)

GYUTto dakishimete "aishiteru" (Zutto mamoritai)

Hoshi no hikari (Isshou hanasanai)

Machi no akari (It's so beautiful love)

asa ga kuru made Stay with me

Sotto me wo tojite hoshii

Usume wo aketenai de

Would you marry me?

chiisana hako tewatasu yo

Zutto mamoritai I do

Kimi no koto wo I do

Sekai ichi no takaramono I do

Eien no ai My Love

Futari shite

Toshi wo kasanete

Naitari warattari shinagara

Sukoshi bukyou na

PUROPOOZU dakeredo

Would you marry me?

Isshou hanasanai I do (I want to do)

Donna toki mo I do (I wanna marry u)

Sekai ni owari ga kitemo I do

Eien no ai I do

My love

Sekai ichi no kimi wo (Zutto mamoritai I do)

Boku wa isshou mamori tsudukete miseru sa

kotoba ja tarinai toki ni wa (Kimi no koto wo I do)

GYUTto dakishimete "Aishiteru"

Asa mo hiru mo yoru mo zutto (Sekai ichi no takaramono I do)

mou nidoto hanashihashinai yo (Eien no ai My love)

Kakugoshite

Kekkon shiyou I do

 Love Oh baby my girl
Even though I can't say it well
I want to confess to you my true heart, my earnest promise
Even though I feel you can detect my true feelings
Yes, I want to tell you right now
The things I never could told you, The most important words

There's something I want to ask you
Yes, something very important
Would you marry me?
When you're suprised
You look so beautiful

From the coincidental meeting to now
Everything feels like it's managed by fate
would you marry me?
Embracing the one I love the most

To never leave you, I do
No matter when, I do
Even if it's the end of the world, I do
Lifelong love, My love

I feel there isn't enough love
(I won't change easily)
My loneliness can't be cured
(Us two slowly became one)
In the night my heart trembles,
(I want to love you more)
Tightly hugging the words "I Love You"
(I want to protect you forever)
Starlight, street lamps,
(And never leave your side)
Untill the day comes, stay with me
(It's so beautiful)

I want you to close your eyes softly
Don't peek
Would you marry me?
A little box will be placed in your hands

To protect you forever, I do
Your everything, I do
The world's most precious treasure, I do
Lifelong love, My love

Us two, growing old together
Crying and laughing together
Even though the proposal is a little awkward
Would you marry me?

To never leave you, I do (I want to do)
No matter when, I do (I wanna marry u)
Even if it's the end of the world, I do

My love, You're the only one in this world
I will use my whole life to protect you(To protect you forever, I do)
When words can't express my feelings
(your everything, I do)
Tightly hugging the words "I love you"
(The world's most precious treasure, I do)
Dawn, day, evening, Night
I will never leave you,
(Lifelong love, My love)

Let's get married, I do

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Super Junior - Marry You [Korean Version]

Love~ oh baby my girl~

그댄 나의 전부 눈부시게 아름다운

나의 신부 신이 주신 선물

행복한가요 그대의 까만 눈에서 눈물이 흐르죠

까만 머리 파뿌리 될 때까지도

나의 사랑 나의 그대 사랑할 것을 나 맹세할게요

그대를 사랑한다는 말 평생 매일 해주고 싶어

Would you marry me? 널 사랑하고 아끼며 살아가고 싶어

그대가 잠이 들 때마다 내 팔에 재워주고 싶어

Would you marry me? 이런 나의 마음 허락해줄래?

*평생 곁에 있을게 (I do) 널 사랑하는 걸 (I do)

눈과 비가 와도 아껴주면서 (I do)

너를 지켜줄게 (My love)

RAP> 하얀 드레스를 입은 그대 턱시도를 입은 나의 모습

발걸음을 맞추며 걷는 우리 저 달님과 별에

I swear 거짓말 싫어 의심싫어

사랑하는 나의 공주 Stay with me

우리가 나이를 먹어도 웃으며 살아가고 싶어

Would you marry me? 나의 모든 날을 함께 해줄래?

** 힘들고 어려워도 (I do) 늘 내가 있을게 (I do)

우리 함께하는 많은 날 동안 (I do) 매일 감사할게 (My love)

오래 전부터 너를 위해 준비한

내 손에 빛나는 반지를 받아줘

오늘과 같은 맘으로 지금의 약속 기억할게

Would you marry me?

*평생 곁에 있을게 (I do) 널 사랑하는 걸 (I do)

눈과 비가 와도 아껴주면서 (I do) 너를 지켜줄게 (I do)

**힘들고 어려워도 ( I do) 늘 내가 있을게 ( I do)

우리 함께하는 많은 날동안 ( I do) 매일 감사할게 (My love)

내가 그대에게 드릴 것은 사랑밖에 없죠

그저 그뿐인걸 보잘것없죠

서툴러보이고 많이 부족해도 나의 사랑

나의 그대 지켜줄게요

한가지만 약속해줄래? 무슨일 있어도

우리 서로 사랑하기로... 그뿐이야

나와 결혼해줄래? I do

Love oh baby my girl

Geudaen naui juhnbu nunbushige areumdawoon

Naui shinbu shini jushin suhnmul

Haengbokhangayo geudaeui ggaman nunesuh nunmuri heureujyo

Ggaman muhri pappuri dwel ddaeggajido

Naui sarang naui geudae saranghal guhseul na maengsehalgeyo

Geudaereul saranghandaneun mal pyuhngsaeng maeil haejugo shipuh

Would you marry me? Nuhl saranghago akkimyuh saragago shipuh

Geudaega jami deul ddaemada nae pare jaewuhjugo shipuh

Would you marry me? Iruhn naui maeum huhrakhaejullae?

Pyuhngsaeng gyuhte isseulge (I do) Nuhl saranghaneun guhl (I do)

Nungwa biga wado akkyuhjumyuhnsuh (I do)

Nuhreul jikyuhjulge (My love)

Hayan dressreul ibeun geudae tuxedoreul ibeun naui moseup

Balguhreumeul matchumyuh guhdneun woori juh dalnimgwa byuhre

I swear guhjitmal shiruh uishimshiruh

Saranghaneun naui gongju Stay with me

Wooriga naireul muhguhdo wooseumyuh saragago shipuh

Would you marry me? Naui modeun nareul hamgge haejullae?

Himdeulgo uhryuhwuhdo (I do) Neul naega isseulgge (I do)

Woori hamggehaneun manheun nal dongan (I do) Maeil gamsahalge (My love)

Orae juhnbutuh nuhreul wihae junbihan

Nae sone bitnaneun banjireul badajwuh

Oneulgwa gateun maeumeuro jigeumui yaksok giuhkhalge

Would you marry me?

Pyuhngsaeng gyuhte isseulge (I do) Nuhl saranghaneun guhl (I do)

Nungwa biga wado akkyuhjumyuhnsuh (I do) nuhreul jikyuhjulge (I do)

Himdeulgo uhryuhwuhdo (I do) Neul naega isseulgge (I do)

Woori hamggehaneun manheun nal dongan (I do) Maeil gamsahalge (My love)

Naega geudae ege deuril guhseun sarangbakke uhbjyo

Geujuh geuppuninguhl bojalguhtuhbjyo

Suhtulluhboigo manhi bujokhaedo naui sarang

Naui geudae jikyuhjulgeyo

Hangajiman yaksokhaejullae? Museunil issuhdo

Woori suhro saranghagiro geuppuniya

Nawa gyuhrhonhaejullae? I do

Love, oh baby my girl
You are my everything
My dazzlingly beautiful bride
You are a gift from god
We'll be very happy, your black eyes well up with tears
Even if your black memerizing hair turns white
My love, you my love, I swear I love you

Saying I love you is what I want to do the most everyday in my life

Would you marry me? I want to love you, treasure you, and live with you

I want you to lean on my shoulders each time you sleep

Would you marry me? With this heart of mine, will you accept me?
 

To accompany you for the whole lifetime, I do
To love you, I do

Regardless of snow and rain, i will be there to protect you, I do
Let me be the one to protect you, my love
 

You wearing the white bridal gown, me wearing the suit
Both of us walking in sync towards the stars and moon, I swear
No lies, no suspicion
My dearest princess, stay with me
 

Even if we are becoming older, we will smile and live on

Would you marry me? Are you willing to live the rest of your life with me?

No matter how weary and tired we are, I do
I will always be by your side, I do

The days when we will spend together, I do
Everyday will my heart be thankful, my love
 

I have prepared this (ring) for you since a long time ago,
Please take this shiny ring in my hand

Just like the mood today, remember the promise that we're making now
Would you marry me?
 

To accompany you for the whole lifetime,I do
To love you, I do
Regardless of snow and rain, I will be there to protect you, I do
Let me be the one to protect you, I do...
 

The only thing that I can give you is love
Although it's insignificant
Even though there are areas which I lack
I will protect the love between us, me and you
Let's make a promise, no matter what happens we will still be in love
And even so...

(I do
I will always be by your side, I do
The days when we will spend together, I do
Everyday will my heart be thankful, my love)

Will you marry me? I do
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The True Sad Story Part I

Cast : lee hara as me

lee jinki as onew

lee taemin as taemin

song dambi as dambi

(Lee semua? - -'a #abaikan XD)

            Malam ini, entah untuk yang keberapa kalinya, aku menangisi orang yang sebenarnya tak pantas untuk ku tangisi. Harapanku sangat besar untuknya dan terlalu besar sampai-sampai hingga detik ini air mataku akan keringpun, aku masih meyakini satu hal,,’dia pasti berubah’.

            Aku tak pernah tau kapan. Hubungan yang hampir 5 bulan ini cukup melelahkan bagiku. Semua harapanku dan keyakinanku seperti hanya membuang waktuku saja.

            “berhentilah menangis. Aku tak pantas ditangisi. Aku minta maaf. Aku salah. Aku janji tak akan mengulanginya lagi.”, ujarnya sedikit membentak membuatku makin sedih. Kenapa jadi dia yang membentakku.

            “ya!(hei!) Apa-apaan kau ini? Apa kau masih tidak sadar tingkahmu sangat melukaiku?”, aku masih saja menangis,,,menangis tanpa suara. Aku tidur sekamar dengan yeodongsaengku (adik perempuan) sudah seminggu belakangan ini. Dia merasa seperti ada yang mengintip dari jendela kamarnya dan itu membuatnya sangat takut. Dan aku tidak mau mengganggunya tidur karena sudah beberapa malam dia tidak tidur karena si pengintip gila itu.

            “hh~ aku memang jahat. Tapi aku berjanji akan berubah untukmu. Jangan menyerah ya. Bantu aku..”. kudengar suaranya bergetar, pasti sebentar lagi dia akan menangis. Sungguh aku tidak sanggup mendengar tangisnya. Itu yang membuatku selalu luluh olehnya.

            Hh!! Entah harus berapa kali lagi aku harus mendengar ucapan yang sama seperti itu. Kucampakkan handphoneku begitu dia menutup teleponnya dari seberang sana. Kurasakan mataku perih dan lelah, kepalakupun sudah sangat berat dan sakit. Pasti besok aku demam.

            “semoga dia benar-benar berubah….”, akupun tertidur di sisa tangisku.

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            “arggghhhhhhh….kepalaku..”, aku memegangi kepalaku. Sakit sekali. Ini bukan pertama kalinya kepalaku seperti ini. Malah pernah aku sampai tidak bisa bangun dari tempat tidurku. Aku tidak tau kenapa dan tidak pernah mencoba memeriksakannya. Aku sangat malas jika harus berhubungan dengan dokter.

            “kau sudah bangun eonni(kakak perempuan)?? Kau mengigau sepanjang malam, menggangguku saja. Apa kau sakit?”, yodongsaengku langsung memegang dahiku, “ya!! Kau demam eonni!! Sebaiknya kau beristirahat tak perlu memaksakan diri ke kampus.”, ujarnya sambil memastikan kembali seragamnya dan dasinya telah terpasang rapi didepan cermin yang terpasang di dinding sebelah tempat tidurku.

            “hmmhhh~”

            Dongsaengku satu ini memang sangat perhatian padaku. Karena memang kami hanya tinggal berdua di kota ini.

            “ne(ya) eomma(ibu), aku akan berhenti bekerja. Ne..ne..”

            Eomma mengomel di seberang sana. Aku memang terlalu mudah sakit. Eomma sudah melarangku bekerja sampingan, cukup fokus kuliah. Tapi aku memang keras kepala. Aku sempat sakit di awal-awal aku bekerja dulu. Eomma sangat khawatir dan menyuruhku berhenti, tapi aku tidak mau dan beralasan ini-itu supaya eomma berhenti menyuruhku berhenti bekerja. Eomma pun mengalah dengan catatan, sekali saja aku sakit lagi aku benar-benar tidak diperbolehkan bekerja sampai aku selesai kuliah.

            “ne eomma”, aku menutup telepon. Kutatap sekeliling kamarku. Semua terlihat rapi. Tidak ada yang perlu dibereskan. Dan tidak ada yang bisa ku kerjakan sepertinya. “aisssshh~ apa yang harus ku lakukan di rumah sendirian..”

            Aku demam. Aku tidak kuliah hari ini. Kau pergilah kuliah sendiri. Jangan lupakan janjimu tadi malam. 

            Aku mengetik sms dan mengirimkannya ke namja(pria) yang selalu membuatku menangis sejak aku menerimanya menjadi namjachinguku(teman pria). Terkirim!

            Oh. Baiklah. Istirahatlah yang banyak.

            “hhhhhhhh~~~~~”, ku rebahkan kembali tubuhku ke atas tempat tidur dengan hati-hati, kepalaku makin sakit jika bergerak sedikit saja, “rasanya ingin mati saja~”. Pikiranku kini menerawang. Teringat kejadian saat aku masih bersamanya. Taemin. Dia mantan namjachinguku. Hubungan kami tidak direstui karena umurnya yang lebih muda dariku. “walaupun tidak ada yang setuju, hidupku tetap tak serumit ini. Aissshhh~ yasudahlah. Ini pilihanku.”. aku pun tertidur.

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            Hari ini kurasa aku sudah sanggup untuk kuliah. Dan seperti biasa onew menjemputku untuk berangkat kuliah bersamanya. Ya. Memang kami berkuliah di universitas yang sama, hanya beda jurusan saja. Dan tahun ini adalah tahun terakhirnya di kampus.

            Tepat pukul 1 siang, kelasku berakhir. Aku langsung menuruni tangga menuju lantai dasar dan mencari namjachinguku itu di tempat biasa dia menungguku bersama teman-temannya. Hari ini dia ada janji dengan teman-temannya untuk sekedar melepas penat ditengah-tengah kesibukan mereka mengerjakan tugas akhir. Dan dia memintaku ikut bersamanya. Aku memang sudah cukup akrab dengan temannya belakangan ini, tepatnya sejak salah satu diantara mereka ada yang menyukai teman sekelasku. Dan itu membuatku merasa tidak apa-apa jika aku ikut menemani onew oppa(kakak laki-laki) bersama mereka.

            “aku senang sekali hari ini.”, dia tersenyum dan merangkul bahuku. Sesekali dia melirik kesamping menatapku.

           “hm. Jinja?(benarkah?) Wae?(kenapa?)”, aku tidak membalas melihatnya. Aku masih merasa sakit sebenarnya, hanya saja kucoba untuk menyembuhkannya sendiri. Dia berjalan sedikit mendahuluiku sambil terus merangkulku dan akhirnya dia berhenti dengan kedua tangannya di bahuku. Dia menatapku dalam.

            “aku selalu senang bila terus bersamamu. Kau memang selalu ada untukku. Gomawo(terima kasih). Kau yang terbaik.”, dia memencet (?) hidungku lembut lalu mengedipkan mata. Aku tersenyum.

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            Aku sedang duduk di taman. Kulihat onew sedang duduk di seberang sana. Sepertinya sedang menunggu seseorang. Entah kenapa aku hanya ingin melihatnya dari kejauhan. Aku penasaran siapa yang sedang dia tunggu. Tidak lama seorang wanita menghampirinya. Ya!! Sepertinya aku kenal. Dia duduk di sebelah onew dan onewpun merangkulnya. Benar-benar pemandangan yang meyakitkan. Tanpa terasa air mataku menetes..

-TBC-

SHINee - one LYRICS

[온유] 아침 햇살이 그대와 같아요 조금 유치하겠죠

[onew] achim haessari geudaewa gat'ayo jogeum yuchihagetjyo

그래도 난 이런 게 좋은 걸

geuraedo nan ireon ge joheun geol

[태민] 나를 깨워준 그대 옆에 라면 더 바랄게 없겠죠

[taemin] nareul kkaeweojun geudae yeop'e ramyeon deo baralge eopgetjyo

이렇게 그댈 보고 싶은 걸

ireohge geudael bogoship'eungeol

[Key] 사랑이 어리다고 못할 거라 생각하지 말아요

[key] sarangi eoridago mothal geora saenggakhaji marayo

[종현] 나를 더 늦기 전에

[jonghyun] nareul deo neutgi jeone

나 더 크기 전에 잡아줄 수 있죠?

na deo k'eugi jeone jabajul su itjyo?

[All] 사랑해요 그대만을 저 하늘만큼

[all] saranghaeyo geudaemaneul jeo haneulmank'eum

정말 그대는 내가 사는 이유인 걸요

jeongmal geudaeneun naega saneun iyuin geolyo

그대를 아주 많이 그댈 미치도록 안아주고 싶어

geudaereul aju manhi geudael michidorok anajugoship'eo

아직 많이 빠른거죠 그런거죠

ajik manhi pareungeojyo geureongeojyo

[민호] 그녀의 눈이 마주칠 때마다

[minho] geunyaui nuni majuchil ttaemada

내 얼굴에 번지는 미소가

nae eolgure beonjineun misoga

혹시나 그대 마음의 한켠에 닿을까

heugshina geudae maeumui hank'yeone daheulkka

아스라한 너의 마음 그 속에 아름다운

aseurahan neoui maeum geu soge areumdaun

귓가에 속삭여 널 사랑하는 나의 마음

gwitgae soksakyeo neol saranghaneun neoui mauem

[종현] I’ll be taking you

Girl, I know without you

[Key] Without you, I miss you

언제까지나 그대를 원하죠

eonjekkajina geudaereul weonhajyo

[민호] 원하고 바라는 맘

[minho] weonhago baraneun mam

또 깊어지는 사랑

tto gip'eojineun sarang

더 이상 숨길 수 없어

deo isang sumgil su eopseo

그대는 나인 girl

geu daeneun nain girl

[태민] 내 마음이 그댈 잡고 놓질 않죠

[taemin] nae maeumi geudael japgo nuhjranjyo

그대도 느껴지나요

geudaedo neukkyeojinayo

[Key] 나를, oh 더 늦기 전에

[key] nareul, oh deo neutki jeone

나 더 크기 전에 잡아줄 수 있죠?

na deo k'eugi jeone jabajul su itjyo

[온유] 아직 그대 마음이 내 곁에

ajik geudae maeumi nae gyeot'e

올 수 없는 걸 알아요 근데

ol su eopneun geol arayo geunde

[종현] 그대 하나만 나의 하나라고 불러도 되나요

[jonghyun] geudae hanaman naui hanarago bulleodo dwenayo

[All] 우리 같이 one, two, three, oh 자 시작해요

[all] uri gat'i one, two, three, oh ja shijakhaeyo

그댄 나의 하나죠 나의 전부인걸요

geudaen naui hanajyo naui jeonbuingeolyo

그대를 아주 많이 그댈 미치도록 사랑하고 싶어

geudaereul aju manhi geudae michidorok saranghagoship'eo

이제는 그래도 되죠 그런거죠

ijeneun geuraedo dwejyo geureongeojyo

그대를 아주 많이 그댈 미치도록 사랑하고 싶어

geudaereul aju manhi geudae michidorok saranghagoship'eo

이제는 그래도 되죠 그런거죠

ijeneun geuraedo dwejyo geureongeojyo

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[Onew] The morning sunlight is like you

It might be a little childish, but I like it

[Taemin] If I’m by your side when you wake me up

I have nothing more to wish for

I want to see you

[Key] Don’t think that we can’t love because we’re young

[Jonghyun] Before it’s too late

Before I grow older, can you hold onto me?

[All] I love you only, as much as the sky

You truly are the reason I live

I really, really, I want to hug you like crazy

We’re still going too fast, right?

[Minho] Whenever I meet eyes with her

I wonder if the smile that grows on my face

might reach a corner of your heart

I whisper into the beautiful ear

Inside of your uncertain heart

My feelings of love for you

[Jonghyun] I’ll be taking you

Girl, I know without you

[Key] Without you, I miss you

I’ll long for you forever

[Minho] My feelings of desire and hope

My love that grows deep again

I can no longer hide them

You are me, girl

[Taemin] My heart will catch you and not let you go

Can you feel it as well?

[Key] Before, oh, it’s too late

Before I grow older, can you hold onto me?

[Onew] I know that your heart

Cannot come by my side yet

[Jonghyun] Can I just call you my one?

[All] Let’s all together one, two, three, let’s begin

You are my one, my everything

I really, really, I want to love you like crazy

I can do that now, right?

I really, really, I want to love you like crazy

I can do that now, right?

신지 - 이별이 안부를 묻다 (narr. 차태현) Lyrics + translate

여전히 그대를 그리워하네요

아직도 내 맘은 그대를 찾죠

익숙한 모습 지나칠때마다

흔들리는 나를 어떡하면좋을까요

수많은 사람들속에 나를 숨겨 잊으려해도

나를 버려지우려해도 자꾸만 떠올라 그대

이렇게 마지막까지 나를 바보로 만드네요

다른사랑조차 하지못하게 날 괴롭히죠

바람이 불어 날 감싸고

빗물이 내려 날 적셔요

꼭 한번은 돌아볼까 이자리 떠날수가없죠

내 눈물이 그대를 부르고

내 입술이 그대를 외쳐요

작은 기대로 늘 기다리는 날 돌아봐요

버렸던 기억들속에 남겨진건 또 다른추억

흔적마저 지우려해도 이별이 안부를 묻고

이렇게 마지막까지 나를 바보로 만드네요

다른 사랑조차 하지못하게 날 괴롭히죠

바람이 불어 날 감싸고

빗물이 내려 날 적셔요

꼭 한번은 돌아볼까 이자리 떠날수가없죠

내 눈물이 그대를 부르고

내 입술이 그대를 외쳐요

작은 기대로 늘 기다리는 날 돌아봐요

이별이라 말했지만

단 한번도 이별한적없었습니다

내 가슴에 살고있는 단 한사람 그대 때문입니다

내 가슴이 무너져 가고

내 심장이 멎을껏같아요

제발 돌아와요 이자리로 날 놓치마요

Yeojeonhi geudaereul geuriweohaneyo

Ajik do nae mameun geudaereul chajjyo

Igsukhan moseub jinachil ddaemada

Heundeullineun nareul eoddeokhamyeon joheulkkayo

Sumanheun saramdeul soge nareul sumgye ijeuryeohaedo

Nareul beoryeoji uryeohaedo jagguman ddeo olla geudae

Ireohge majimaggaji nareul baboro mandeuneyo

Dareun sarangjocha hajimothage nal gweorobhijyo

Barami buleo nal kamssago

Bitmuri naeryeo nal jeogsyeoyo

Kkukhanbeoneun doleobolkka i jari ddeo nalsuga eobjyo

Nae nunmuri geudaereul bureugo

Nae ibsuri geudareul weochyeoyo

Jageun gidaeroneul gidarineun nal dorabwayo

Beoryeotdeon gieogdeul soge namgyeojingeon ddo dareun chueog

Heunjeogmajeo jiuryeohaedo ibyeori anbureul mudgo

Ireohge majimakkaji nareul baboro mandeuneyo

Dareun sarengjocha haji mothage nal gweorobhijyo

Barami bureo nal gamssago

Bitmuri naeryeo nal jeogsyeoyo

Kkug hanbeoneun dureobulkka i jareol ddeo nalsugaeobjyo

Neu nunmuri geudaereul boreugo

Nae ibsuri geudaereul weochyeoyo

Jageun gidaero neul gidarineun nal dorabwayo

Ibyeorira malhaettjiman

Dan hanbeondo ibyeolhanjeog eobseosseumnida

Nae gaseume salgo inneun dan hansaram geudae ddaemun imnida

Nae gaseumi muneojyeogago

Nae simjangi meojeulkkat gathayo

Jebal deurawayo ijariro nal nohchimayo

I'm still a miss
Still I find you in my heart
Whenever you pass a familiar look
How shall we leave me shaking

Many people hide me in farewell
Can I keep my cold, remind me worried
This is making a fool out of me until the last
I let others do not even bothers me

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Winds surround me
Rain moistens me down
Once I leave here and had no return Let

I sing my tears
Ji Won my lips for you
Look around me, always waiting to small forward

Hey, remember we did leave, among other memories
Even traces of the parting jiwooryeohae ask you how
This is making a fool out of me until the last
I let others do not even bothers me

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Winds surround me
Rain moistens me down
Once you leave the back let's two guys alone had no

I sing my tears
Ji Won my lips for you
Look around me, always waiting to small forward


NA)
Like I said goodbye because
Not once did you ever parting
I live in my heart, because only one


My heart is being crushed
I think my heart almost stops your punch
Please come back here and do not miss me as 

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